March 7, 2010

YouTuuuuuuube

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Filed under: Random blog posts — Tags: — Illinia @ 1:44 pm

I am on YouTube as Yolashillinia! On there are videos of some friends, a short animation of Ceniro, and part of the first half of the recital. : P

Silly Waldstein.

March 6, 2010

Religion in Literature

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Filed under: Random blog posts — Tags: , , — Illinia @ 2:40 pm

About: Religion in Literature
This is probably going to be shorter than I had originally intended but you never know.
Anyway, there are things I’ve noticed while reading books and things that include mentions of religion (Lord of the Rings is a big exception, and I’ll explain more below). I find myself confused. Now this might not seem like much, as it’s normal for me, but the thing is usually I’m quite firm that I know what I believe in. However, I have a pretty good imagination, and am usually very good at suspending my disbelief in a story in general – when I’m reading a story, I’m IN the story. (Unless it’s a terrible story like Escape 2000 – the MST3K is on YouTube). Ergo, I end up believing whatever interpretation of (Christian) religion is in the story while I’m reading it, which is probably understandable. (other kinds of religion don’t seem to affect me)
This is getting pretty rambling. …Meh.
Anyway, so when I’m reading things like The Robe (novelization of the life of the unknown soldier who crucified Jesus and ended up with his robe, and how it changed his life) or Paradis (quirky webcomic about angels) I believe in that… mythos? while I’m reading it. But then afterwards, I wonder if it’s true or not. And of course it isn’t; it’s all fiction. Simple enough. They tell you so themselves (Paradis: ‘for the purposes of this story, angels have free will…’). But then I start swinging the other way and doubting what I believe in because I haven’t looked up the source material yet. And THAT leads to the thought that the way people, even religious people, treat the Bible and other source material is very similar to how people treat canon and fanfiction in franchises. Not that I’ve studied such a thing terribly closely, but I’d like to know how we think we know so much. A bunch of, I’m sure, was revealed to someone or another, but it makes me wonder when Purgatory just shows up out of seemingly nowhere in what, the 3rd Century AD?
Oh, I was going to explain why LotR doesn’t fit in. It’s because it’s set in a world before any kind of modern religion at all, and therefore everyone believes in God and He doesn’t interfere in the story too too much after He sets it all up in the Ainulindale. The Valar are not angels, says Tolkien, and I believe him. Makes me wonder where the real angels are, but whatever. But while it’s an alternate history of Europe, it is far enough removed from my world as to be pure glorious fairy-tale that I can just enjoy and even believe in without it threatening my perceived view of the world today. C.S. Lewis is a bit harder, but still acceptable. My own mythology is very hard to wrestle with personally, though. I don’t want to offend anyone (and I’m not talking about humans!) so I want to make everything as true as possible – except with elves and unicorns and dragons and griffons, of course. But the religious aspect – which I don’t want to over-emphasize in the first three books – must be true for me, as true as Flairé has become if that makes sense. Except that I know (in my heart of hearts) that God and the angels exist and Flairé doesn’t. Maybe he does. In an alternate universe. But not in this one, except in my mind. I still get to love him though, don’t I?
So you know, I really don’t know. I know what I believe in, and I’m not leaving my faith. But I do wonder sometimes. Now where’s my Bible again?

 

This doesn’t even address what I think of Creationism which is pretty annoying stuff.

February 27, 2010

Recital tomorrow

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Filed under: Random blog posts — Illinia @ 9:04 pm

Hi! I’m scared stiff. It will be absolutely fabulous if a million and one things don’t go wrong. The one I’m most worried about is tensing up like a board for the first half of the coda of the Liszt. Other than that I should be equable to whatever happens. Hopefully I don’t have any memory slips.
…This is really quite a lot of music. I only realize that occasionally.
Cheers! Hope to see some of you there!

February 25, 2010

New Page about the Adhemelenei

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Filed under: Random blog posts — Illinia @ 12:14 am

Hey guys! Check out the sidebar! I added a new page about the Living Races of the Earth (their new title) and the angels and how they exist in the Adhemlenei!

February 17, 2010

News, Third Week of February

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Filed under: Random blog posts — Illinia @ 5:56 pm

First things first. I has a glamour! Which means I have a pretty purple dress for my recital. I’m not a very sexy girl, but the dress is nice. It needs some adjustment, though.

I also am now torn between my grandparents’ 50th wedding anniversary, and the RCCO Colleague exam. I think the exam can be postponed until next year, though.

I played some Guild Wars today. I have discovered Beetletun. Next up, the hot springs with the murder!

It’s Ash Wednesday. I’m hungry.

I love harpsichord. ^_^7

It’s beautifully sunny out (before the sun goes down) and the cherry trees are in blossom all over Vic. However, I’m cold. I’m going to go practice.

February 13, 2010

New Blog ahoy!

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Filed under: Random blog posts — Illinia @ 9:37 am

My friend Tab has a blog! Yay!

February 12, 2010

My country is embarrassing me

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Filed under: Random blog posts — Tags: , — Illinia @ 6:34 pm

Okay, kids, what’s up with the Olympics? I was going to ignore the whole thing, but it’s just a huge farce. And it’s barely begun.
Lessee… building a d*** stupid luge track that kills people who haven’t practiced on it; turning our perfectly good National Anthem into a pop song (ick); and to top it all off, proclaiming “WE’RE THE BEST”.
Hello! We’re only the best if we don’t brag about it!
I think we’re no better or worse than any other nation in the world, but congratulations to us, we’re just the next country to find out that the Olympics brings out the worst in the whole flippin everything. Everyone who gets the Olympics tries way too hard, and this just makes them targets for criticism. Targets with neon glow-in-the-dark bullseyes. (and if they don’t try hard, they will get criticized for not spending lots of money! And if they spend lots of money, they get criticized when it’s over budget (and still lame)! D8 infinite loop lose-lose situation! Curse public opinion…)
To bring up stereotypes - we have a pretty good one. We’re the nice, quiet, fairly polite, cynical bunch up north with a dysfunctional political system that we ignore anyway. In general. We’re often the butt of jokes, but we don’t really get too worked up about it. Unlike the other stereotype down south, the Americans, who are all patriotic in their DNA and like to laugh loudly and some of them are pigheads, though none of the ones I’ve ever met. (the ones I’ve met are usually pretty awesome folks) And we’re not like the British, who are all supposed to be fairly stoic and goodnatured or whatever. And we get to act as translators between the two. : ) Okay, that had nothing to do with this, but whatever.
So, yeah, we have no more or fewer of jerks and loudmouths and ignorant people and pigheads and hypocrites than any other country in the world. That’s because we’re all humans together, no matter the culture.
But if we start bragging about how great we are, we immediately set ourselves up for a big, long fall.
I guess it’s kind of like what a friend was talking about the other day: everyone’s only interested in the next huge spectacle. But from reports from (my brother in) the basement, it’s not even that spectacular. (also Google twitter reports I glanced at are not impressed with the rendition of our Anthem either so I’m not alone).
I’m not interested in politics. I usually don’t have any idea what I’m talking about. But this sports deal is just way too stupid to ignore.
So, Canada, please stop trying so hard. It’s not working and you’re just embarrassing the lot of us.

Apologies for the rant. I’ve been having problems with life in general and felt like being snarky. It was sunny today, but it’s mostly been cloudy and cold and wet and spring break is here so no school and my repertoire is hanging in there but I in no way measure up to halfway to the people on my recordings. I wish I was a kalla.

I had the idea that I found Tam’s Last Stand song the other day, but I’ve forgotten what it was. : ( I think it was Mozart but I’m probably wrong.

February 11, 2010

Speed Racer Reference FTW!

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Filed under: Random blog posts — Illinia @ 10:59 pm

Yei!

February 4, 2010

… >:(

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Filed under: Random blog posts — Illinia @ 4:17 pm

I’m really tired of Russian spam. Why can’t I get spammed in a language I can actually read?

February 2, 2010

Juggling Fail

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Filed under: Random blog posts — Illinia @ 9:06 am

Hey, guys. Colour of Sunday’s page will be up tonight. It’s done, just needs to be scanned.

I’m sure you’ve noticed that I’ve gotten really bad at posting stuff again. Just until my recital is over (end of Feb… FOUR WEEKS AAAAAAAAAAHHHHH) I will continue to be really bad at posting stuff. Apologies to all one of you who reads this regularly.

Oh, the title refers to me juggling school, life, and music. Someday I will do a one page comic about it and then you will laugh at my misfor- I mean, ridiculous situation.

Okay, now for a full day of rehearsing stuff that’s not personal rep! X (

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